Despaira

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Its Called Unhinged Poet.

(Source: certainmusesoflove)

“You need to move on, Enra. Live Your Life.” Wayne said.
“Live my life. Move on. That is total bullshit. "I scoffed.
"And you’re also a fucking hypocrite!” I spat.
Wayne shook his head sadly, I just burst out laughing.
“You’re a piece of work, Wayne, you know that?” I laugh some more.
He just stares at me as if I’ve really fucking gone insane.
“How, Wayne? Tell me that. Give me a reason! Dammit! C'mon! Huh? How am I supposed to move on when no one is letting me? All of you are telling me I need to move on, when actually you guys are the ones that need too. Not me.” I say, talking about our friends, family friends, who I’ve known since I was born, basically.
He opened his mouth but I stopped him from saying anything with a scathing look.
“I am not done. From I had hit middleschool, my life went down hill. All the bullying, my parents slow tragic death from cancer, one by one. I wasnt able to save my brother and sister either. And then a few of my friends dying from… . Cancer- and still being abused in highschool, "bullying” the physical, and mental parts, the hateful words and looks I always got?“
I saw Wayne flinch, more than once with all I was saying.
"At least you still have your friends, and your family right? Im all alone, and you…aren’t. Be happy for YOU. Dont try to lecture and tell me how the fuck im supposed to act or feel, you asshole!” I screamed.
“You…” I clenched my teeth and ground out, “ do not have right.”
I spun on my heels and walked away, leaving Wayne on his own. Getting away from him as far as I could as my heart crumbled painfully. Tears streamed down my face the whole walk to my house.